This is how it has been for me the past year. There are not enough umbrellas in the world to cover us from the fall-out of the black clouds that kept following us. When we solved one disaster we were hit with the next one. Not only my health, or lack of health, but problems that considered us as a family, hurtful, stressful and causing deep grieving.

For some people that is cause to start pouring it out on their blog, not for me, I'm a fretter, I eat it all up inside. Maybe because my DH isn't really the conversational 'do you want to talk about it' type of guy, but more the 'if I don't talk about it it doesn't exist' type. I'm sure a lot of women can relate. No need for further explanation.

Anyway, I have decided to come out of hiding and try to participate in the world called blogging again, pouring my heart and soul out, writing and journaling as therapy. At least I can yap away here on my blog, no one will roll their eyes, or sigh, or look away. No, this space is all mine and it's about time I do something with it. :-)

Stay tuned for the next chapter tomorrow.

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